infidelities of school life

why?


i mean.. why must the world be so cruel? arent we all born to be good, our ways influenced with our surroundings? i have lived a life full of atrocities and infidelities. i just put up with it because i know that its part of life. but i cant stay silent. not anymore.

i am not knew to saving my classmates skins. always, i do projects all by my own because i knew that they wont help me even if i danced naked in front of them. im okay with that, as long as i have a grade. i wont fail just because the others didnt help.. over my dead body

you see, im that kind of person. i just dont sit down and do nothing just because i dont like to do it for others. i do it because of me, helping others is just part of some perk. thats just school work, okay?

i hate it when other people take credit for my i really hate it. not helping but getting a grade is one thing. but taking full credit? nope, aint gonna happen.

it happens a lot, you see. a teacher gives us a project, im grouped with lazy people, its like this.. "okay, we have the project. i'l do it while you could just sit your ass and still take credit" kinda thing. i dont mind making the group project alone. i have been doing that since i could remember. but it really pisses me off when people take credit for MY hard work.

wtf?? oh no you didnt! you see, none of you wouldnt get anything if i hadnt wasted my time, money, sweat and all other things just to make the stupid project. now, i dont care if youre not thankful. fine by me. im doing it for myself anyway. you were just a perk.

i made ALL my investigatory projects even though we were grouped. all they did was read and report. there are many times when members pressure me and scolding me about OUR project in which I, alone, was making.

'if youre gonna ask me one more time when the project will be finished, i swear to christ im gonna shove it up your ass"

just some of the things i say to who uses... whats the word, oh yeah. cant-fail, get-good-grades-quick schemes. if i hadnt stepped up and made the stinkin project, all of us would fail. now i cant have that now, can i? not when im part of the stupid group.

and sometimes i do it because i know i can do better than my members and they know it.

now that i had that part covered up, let me start something new.

i really hate it when people ask me to do something for them, and yet they wont do anything i ask of them. in what sense is that fair?

people cant just push me around and get away with it, oh no.. thats why when someone offends me, the next time he'll see his bag, its gonna be full of mango shake. lol, i really did that. nobody knew it was me. it caused a lot of trouble though. the prefects were investigating everywhere and man it was worth it. hahaha.

so please, always remember that im a guy who thinks that revenge is better done in secrecy. rather than blabbing about it. hahahaha.