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gahd, i have a biiiiig problem >.<

if you read my earlier post, you should know by now that im grounded. well, yea.. something like that. i cant go out with friends anymore. :| OA much. i still haven't recovered from that awful miscarriage of justice :| fuck this and that.. and everything in between >.<

you see, my friends are having this special farewell get together for me. and that will happen tomorrow. it will be an overnight at a beach. supposedly it was today, but i asked it to be moved tomorrow so that everyone will have enough time preparing and asking permission. well, tomorrow's the day. 1pm at dunkin, meeting place.

and i still havent asked permission from my parents. :|

why? im scared and at the same time nervous. i dont know if i would be permitted to go :( i really want to go. GAHD kahit di na nila ko bigyan ng pera okay lang as long as il be able to go. my mom's already sleeping and she has a class tomorrow at 6:30am. i have no choice than to wake up early and ask for permission :( i gave her a big pack of chips ahoy a while a go, hoping it would be enough to bribe her. :| it's bot her favorite, but atleast there's something. i dont know what to do, fuck.

im not problematic, it just happens that this is a big problem and.. oh fuck it, yes i am.

ktnxbye