Disappoinment... can also lead to a new hope.

yes, i am disappointed. but to whom should i be disappointed other than myself? yes, i am disappointed with myself.

i am disappointed with fact that i can't seem to do things right sometimes. yes, i know i can't do everything the right way but i always seem to try so hard yet my efforts are fruitless.

i know it's not my fault but still, i cant help but feel like shit. i always try really hard to impress or not to disappoint my girlfriend but sometimes i can't do anything about it. mostly it's my parents' fault. she's not mad, but she's also disappointed. not with me, though. and i really don't like it when she feels that way. it really makes my heart ache knowing that i can't do a thing about it.

but it's a good thing my girlfriend is patient and understanding. instead of getting mad at me, she does the complete opposite. she cheers me up because we both know that better days will surely come ahead. i love her so much for being her. :')

i have never been this inlove with a person before. :3

you might say im biased, or im just saying this because im inlove, or im young and i don't have any idea what love is (but seriously if you think im too young then fuck you and your family) or im just saying this to impress my girl, no. i said that because it's true. i mean, what's not to love about her? she is almost perfect. i love her just they way she is and i don't care what other people say.

well, if you have the chance to meet her get to know her more, then you'll know what i mean. she is the best girlfriend out there for me and i firmly believe that Andrea and I will last forever. <3