i have been fascinated by this topic because i have first hand experience with it. actually, everyone has atleast one. we may now know it, but the concept of "forever" is unconsciously a very controversial topic in the sense that many have different views with it.
on the case of love of boyfriends, girlfriends and even friends.
all young adolescents encounter the wonderful feeling of being in love with the opposite sex (or maybe even with the same sex) and that, my friends, is your first step into the real life.
remember when we finally had that special someone all to ourselves? remember your first boyfriend & girlfriend? remember your first friend? of course you do. being someone's first is very special and you can never really get over them once it's over. at first, you think that you guys will last forever and there is nothing in the world that will separate the two of you. admit it, you have all thought of this before. this may be true for very few people who lived happily ever after with their first love.
but that is not always the case for most people.
after the almost-inevitable first breakup, we develop a lust of anger for believing that forever exists and thus, losing faith and belief in the latter. i myself have also lost my faith in "forever", but not anymore. but i will get to that later.
forever? that's not true. that shit only happens in fairy tales. those who are dumb enough to believe in it can kiss my fucking ass. forever is a total lie. it never existed, and it will never exist.
sound familiar? everyone of us, in some point of our lives, will really put the existence of "forever" to the test.
yes, it's hard to move on. but fear not, forever does exist. believe me. but this time, you don't find it. it finds you.
by that, i mean a very, very special someone will come into your life. first, we need to know who he/she is, and the next is never letting go of him/her. yes, sounds hard. but the rewards will be eternally great.
let me share to you my "forever" story, summarized.
a few years back when i finally had a girlfriend, i really thought that she was the one. but we broke up. it was hard, but still i didn't give up. i still believed in it. then came the 2nd, we lasted longer but to no avail. and then came the 3rd, which i was really attached to and wasted almost a year of chasing her after we were gone. i was so caught up with the thought of "forever" is real that i became angry with myself for putting so much trust in it. since then, i don't believe in it anymore.
but one faithful person managed to change that. forever. her name is Maria Kenneth Andrea Villarina-Tebeau.
she is my current girlfriend now and she made me believe in forever again. i have a lot of reasons for going back to my old belief, none of which i will elaborate. (yes, im a fucking lazy-ass get the fuck over it.)
my point is, she is that one special person who will prove it to you. who will make you believe in forever again. i have already found mine, time will come when you will finally find yours. so i urge you to never give up. because that special person is waiting. waiting for you.
but how do we know when the right person will appear? you just know.
i would like to thank my girlfriend and soon to be wife, Maria Kenneth Andrea-Villarina for being my number 1 inspiration for my recent posts. i love you so much, thank you for showing me to the right path. thank you for making me believe that forever is true. now that i have found you, i will never let you go. forever21.
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