4th monthsary.
grabe noh? wala lang.
di naman sa di ko inexpect, but di ko lang nararamdaman. wait, before you misinterpret what i said, let me explain. di ko feel in the sense na, 4 months na pala kami. eh kasi, our love is like parang kahapon lang naging kami kasi consistent ung lambingan at sweetness namin. it seems like it was just yesterday when she finally answered my heart's plea.
but looking back, matagal na kami ni Andrea. "kami" na way before pa, di lang namin alam. when we thought that we were only friends, we were much more pala. so much more than friends. what we had was special, really special. and it took us a while to realize it.
lapit na kaming mag-1 year na magkakilala. i forgot the exact date, kasi matagal ko na siyang laging nakikita sa mga fanpages, at parang biglaan lang din ung closeness namin. it was like we were friends all along.
bakit kami umabot ng 4 months kahit we are a thousand miles apart? simple. we love each other so much. distance isn't really a problem for both of us.
bakit ko mahal si Andrea?
bakit nga ba? marami akong reasons eh. pero i think ung reason tlga na nag stand out above all others is because mahal nya din ako. let me explain further.
minahal pa din nya ako kahit may iba akong mahal. minahal pa din nya ako at hindi nya ako binitawan even though i was pushing her away. she gave me everything, 100% of her, kahit "as friends" lang ang naibigay ko sa kanya (at that time). ang sama ko noh? i know if you're reading this you'll be like "putanginang robert yan sarap ingudngod ung mukha nya sa suka." oo, i admit. gago ako. pero hindi na ngayon.
after seeing all those things happening in front of me, na realize ko na mahal ako ni andrea at mahal ko siya. actually, matagal ko na siyang mahal. unconsciously lang. pero dahil sa love at effort nya, she was able to help me see what i had failed to see for a very long time. thank you, Andrea. and sorry din.
but the important thing is, kami na. now and forever (amen. lol)
4 months have passed since naging official na kame, and a lot of stuffs have happened. may mga bad stuff at may mga good stuff din. konti lang ung mga bad stuff, pero meron pa din.di yan mawawala. it's more like a test. and we, andrea and i, have successfully passed the tests and challenges that we encountered.
pero it doesn't stop there, no. we still have a lifetime to go and there will be more happy events that are going to happen and more trials, and suffering. but we will deal with it as we always have. together. :)
approximately 4 months ago, we made a promise to each other. and that was to love each other with all of our heart, mind and soul. we always did, and we will always do.
to andrea, i know you will be reading this in a few hours. i just want you to know that these past few months and almost a year of knowing you, i have never been happier with anyone. ever. thank you so much for always being there for me. even though im far away, i always make sure you never feel really alone. i have proven myself and i never broke my promise, and i don't intend to. i will never find anyone else. well, my heart won't. i will never leave you for my love is too strong for any fight that we might and will encounter in the future. i love you, forever and always.
"11.21.10 you are my baby love. im different, i'll prove it to you."
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